同一支笔（完）【汤姆｜梅洛普｜母子治愈向(第3/11页)
him
to
see
whom
really
was.（没错，我用了迷情剂。我告诉自己，那是唯一的办法。不然我永远都见不到他……他也永远不会明白，我可以让他快乐。我会缝补衣服，会熬煮粥羹，会打扫房子，我能做一个好妻子。我只是需要稍微推他一把……让他看到我的真正模样。”）
“but
deep
down,
knew
it
was
wrong.
knew
it
was
cruel.
took
his
will,
his
freedom.
turned
him
into
something
he
wasn’t.
and
when
finally
stopped…
he
left.
of
course,
he
left.”（但内心底，我知道这么做是错的。我知道这么做是残忍的。我为了我自己的意志，剥夺了他的意志，他的自由。我把他变成了他本不是的一个人。当我终于住手时……他走了……他当然走了……）
她睁开眼，泪水涌出视向不同方向的浅灰色眸，淅淅沥沥滑落苍白的脸颊：“it
was
payback,
tom.
was
monster
who
got
what
she
deserved.
how
could
be
worthy
of
anything
after
that?
how
could
be
good
mother
to
you,
when
wasn’t
even
good
person?”（那是我的报应，汤姆。我只是个罪有应得的禽兽。在犯下如此罪恶之后，我还能值得拥有什么？我连一个好的人都不是，我怎么能做一个好母亲？）
汤姆剑眉紧锁，拳慢慢握紧，声音低沉而冷硬：“you
think
that
excuses
what
you
did?
you
think
that
makes
it
right
to
abandon
me?”（你以为这就能为你所做的一切开脱吗？你以为这就能让你抛弃我变得理所当然吗？）
梅洛普惊慌地摇了摇头：“no!
don’t
deserve
to
be
excused!
what
said…it…it
doesn’t
excuse
anything!
was
weak.
wa
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