同一支笔（完）【汤姆｜梅洛普｜母子治愈向(第4/11页)
s…evil.
and
when
looked
at
you,
was
afraid.
thought,
what
if
you
turned
out
like
me?
what
if
ruined
you,
too?
what
if
you
hated
me
for
what
i’d
done?
maybe
you’d
be
better
off
without
me.
maybe…
if
took
myself
to
the
grave,
you’d
have
chance
to
be
better,
to
be
stronger
than
ever
was.”（不！我不值得被原谅！我说的话……不是想开脱任何事！我……软弱，我……我邪恶。当我看到你，我……我好怕……我记得我在想：如果你和我一样怎么办？如果我毁了你怎么办？如果你因为我做的事情而恨我怎么办？或许没有我，你会成长得更好。或许……如果我把自己带进坟墓里，你才有机会成长为一个比我更好，更坚强的人。）
汤姆的声音沉得比刚才更低：“you
thought
leaving
me
alone
in
an
orphanage
would
make
me
stronger?
you
thought
that
was
love?
do
you
know
the
kind
of
life
had
there?”（你以为把我留在孤儿院能让我更好、更坚强？！你以为那就是爱？！你知道我在那里经受了什么吗！？）
梅洛普更加焦急，身体微微向前倾，眼珠急切地打转：“no,
tom!
it
wasn’t
love.
it
was
fear.
it
was
guilt.
was
so
consumed
by
what
i’d
done,
by
what
was,
that
couldn’t
see
anything
else.
not
even
you.
and
will
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and
when
looked
at
you,
was
afraid.
thought,
what
if
you
turned
out
like
me?
what
if
ruined
you,
too?
what
if
you
hated
me
for
what
i’d
done?
maybe
you’d
be
better
off
without
me.
maybe…
if
took
myself
to
the
grave,
you’d
have
chance
to
be
better,
to
be
stronger
than
ever
was.”（不！我不值得被原谅！我说的话……不是想开脱任何事！我……软弱，我……我邪恶。当我看到你，我……我好怕……我记得我在想：如果你和我一样怎么办？如果我毁了你怎么办？如果你因为我做的事情而恨我怎么办？或许没有我，你会成长得更好。或许……如果我把自己带进坟墓里，你才有机会成长为一个比我更好，更坚强的人。）
汤姆的声音沉得比刚才更低：“you
thought
leaving
me
alone
in
an
orphanage
would
make
me
stronger?
you
thought
that
was
love?
do
you
know
the
kind
of
life
had
there?”（你以为把我留在孤儿院能让我更好、更坚强？！你以为那就是爱？！你知道我在那里经受了什么吗！？）
梅洛普更加焦急，身体微微向前倾，眼珠急切地打转：“no,
tom!
it
wasn’t
love.
it
was
fear.
it
was
guilt.
was
so
consumed
by
what
i’d
done,
by
what
was,
that
couldn’t
see
anything
else.
not
even
you.
and
will
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