同一支笔（完）【汤姆｜梅洛普｜母子治愈向(第2/11页)
他。）
汤姆乌眸微狭，眼神变得复杂，带着些许犹豫：“him?
you
mean…my…father?”（他？你是说……我……父亲？）
最后那个词缓慢地咀嚼出口，仿若吐蜡。
梅洛普轻轻点了点头，嘴唇微微颤抖，缓缓道：“i
loved
him,
tom.
really
did.
or…
thought
did.
when
first
saw
him,
he
was
everything
i’d
ever
dreamed
of.
handsome,
confident…
free.
he
was…like
ray
of
sunlight,
so
distinct
from
the
dark,
suffocating
world
grew
up
in.
but…
he
didn’t
love
me.
and
of
course
he
didn’t
love
me…”（我爱过他，汤姆。我真的爱过他。起码我觉得我真的爱过他。我第一次见到他的时候……他是我能梦想到的一切。英俊，自信……
自由。他就像一缕……阳光，与我所熟知的那个黑暗、窒息的世界大相径庭。但……但他……不喜欢我……他当然不会喜欢我……）
汤姆的目光渐渐冰冷，语气中透出一丝法官般犀锐：“so
you
used
amortentia.”（所以你用了迷情剂。）
梅洛普闭上眼，仿佛被这句话击中了最脆弱的地方：“yes…i
did.
used
it.
told
myself
it
was
the
only
way.
that
would
never
see
him
otherwise…and
he
would
never
understand
that
could
make
him
happy.
that
could
mend
clothes
and
make
porridge
and
clean
the
house
and
be
good
wife.
just
needed
to
give
him
little
push…for
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汤姆乌眸微狭，眼神变得复杂，带着些许犹豫：“him?
you
mean…my…father?”（他？你是说……我……父亲？）
最后那个词缓慢地咀嚼出口，仿若吐蜡。
梅洛普轻轻点了点头，嘴唇微微颤抖，缓缓道：“i
loved
him,
tom.
really
did.
or…
thought
did.
when
first
saw
him,
he
was
everything
i’d
ever
dreamed
of.
handsome,
confident…
free.
he
was…like
ray
of
sunlight,
so
distinct
from
the
dark,
suffocating
world
grew
up
in.
but…
he
didn’t
love
me.
and
of
course
he
didn’t
love
me…”（我爱过他，汤姆。我真的爱过他。起码我觉得我真的爱过他。我第一次见到他的时候……他是我能梦想到的一切。英俊，自信……
自由。他就像一缕……阳光，与我所熟知的那个黑暗、窒息的世界大相径庭。但……但他……不喜欢我……他当然不会喜欢我……）
汤姆的目光渐渐冰冷，语气中透出一丝法官般犀锐：“so
you
used
amortentia.”（所以你用了迷情剂。）
梅洛普闭上眼，仿佛被这句话击中了最脆弱的地方：“yes…i
did.
used
it.
told
myself
it
was
the
only
way.
that
would
never
see
him
otherwise…and
he
would
never
understand
that
could
make
him
happy.
that
could
mend
clothes
and
make
porridge
and
clean
the
house
and
be
good
wife.
just
needed
to
give
him
little
push…for
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