纽约客(8)如我所是(AsIAm)(第7/10页)

   from

    fear…freedom,

    yes,

    and

    all

    its

    associated

    responsibilities!

    (我想要……尊严,我想要自主,我想要力量。我想要自力更生,也想要自我实现,我想要摆脱那些无时无刻不在试图压制我、窒息我的权势和权力。我想要选择,我想要自由……摆脱恐惧的自由——自由,没错,以及与之相伴的一切责任和义务!)

    “i

    also

    want

    love.

    want panionship.

    want

    kindred

    spirit.

    i…i

    want

    to

    believe,

    believe

    in

    something…as

    unwaveringly

    and

    faithfully

    as

    st.

    george

    believed

    in

    god

    and

    the

    dragon

    believed

    in

    evil!

    god

    may

    be

    dead

    but

    miss

    him

    someone

    who

    does

    not

    betray,

    someone

    who

    is

    truly

    faithful

    and

    unfailingly

    loyal!

    want

    someone

    who,

    like

    him,

    loves

    me

    fiercely

    and

    will

    love

    me

    til

    death

    do

    us

    part.

    someone

    who

    will

    be

    on

    my

    side

    forever

    and

    ever.

    someone

    who

    calls

    me

    home

    and

    whom

    shall

    call

    home.

    someone

    who

    knows

    not

    just

    my

    name

    but

    sees

    my

    essence—as

    am,

    and

    not

    as

    could

    be!”(我也想要爱,我想要陪伴,我想要一个灵魂相契的知己。我……我想拥有信仰,我想要坚定地相信某种东西——强大到能永远驱灭虚无的信仰!

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